Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Testing 1,2,3?

Tomorrow I take my oldest son to the airport to meet my ex husband. He is going to fly with him back to Oregon for his 8 week visit. Yes, 8 weeks. It's a very long time but I have no choice in the matter until my ex messes up or Chase decides he does not want to go.

We have been trying our hardest to spend as much time together as possible. Its' been tough knowing he will be leaving. My tears have already started to fall but I do thing like wash the dishes or take a shower so he doesnt see my pain.

That little boy saved my life and I love him so much. It is killing me that I am going to be so far away from him for so long. So if I dont write for a few days just know I will be ok, I have to adjust.

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